*sigh of relief*

Finally, the confusion is so much less. So he has a girlfriend which is relatively new information but that's okay. because there some time between now and when it could be a possibility. I don't hope that they break up unless he wants to because he should be happy. I do know that my feelings are not QUITE alone. which makes me feel better. i know the feeling of having something and kinda wanting something else. it's rough. i guess we'll just sit and wait and see where we're at when we can be. Until then, ha. it'll just be fun like it has been :). Life has been pretty good. had my knee surgery.. it hurts like a bitch. waiting to get my prescription refilled but the pharmacy keeps being closed! argh. anywho. i'm tired. haven't been sleeping much or very well when i have slept. secret nap.